My life doesn’t need to be stagnant. I’m young. Life is still fresh and wanderest to me. I have nothing but myself weighting me down. I am young. This latest trip has been refreshing. I’m currently in Portland, Oregon or “Portlandia, where tattoo ink never runs dry.” This is the first trip I’ve taken in…
Negativity.
I’ve been struggling lately. Negativity has been a huge part of my every day life these past two weeks. Which is awful and really fucking sucks. Once I started recognizing the negative thoughts and how they were effecting my mood and day I knew it was time to make a conscious stop. Now, I know…
Birthday Week: Day 5
Friday. Today was supposed to be the celebration. The fun stuff. Go out. Let lose. You know. There were Indians baseball tickets, a hotel room, and excitement. Instead, Friday fucking sucked. It was the living worse. The night started great. I finished my lunch shift for changed and we left to go downtown. Checked into…
Birthday Week: Day 4
Thursday. The big day. I’m just gonna tell y’all now Thursday wasn’t anything crazy. I worked a double. The few people who knew it was my birthday kept saying happy birthday which was very sweet but, also made me very uncomfortable. It was too much attention. I started Thursday on a high. Makeup done, spray…
Birthday Week: Day 3
Wednesday. Today was all about TREAT YO-SELF. I woke up made my coffee. Showered. Made a SIMPLE green smoothie. Got ready. And get ready for it- shopped and didn’t give a fuckkkkk. I bought new sneakers, got new pants, got new tops, got new ERRTHANG. And let me tell you, it felt great. I just…
Birthday Week: Day 2
Tuesday. Two days till my birthday. Today I haven’t done much… And I’m pretty damn happy about it. Sticking to my three “birthday rules” I’m only doing what makes me happy. So, to make me happy I put on some self tanner, making a bomb vegan soup form scratch, and chilling. Tonight i’m going over…
Birthday Week: Day 1
I’m trying to commit to writing every day this week. I turn 22 thursday… How adult. Im trying really hard to focus on a few key positive things this week to make sure I make the most of my week. 1) glass half full, not half empty 2) treat yo-self 3) don’t give any fucks….
Lights Out.
Friday- St. Patrick’s Day. I worked a double today. All day I debated going out after work for drinks, but around 7pm it started snowing so I decided to go home clean my room and make some turmeric tea and eat some mashed red skin potatoes with pico de gallo and vegan mayonnaise (so good….
Dick Free.
Over the weekend my ex and I drunk texted quite a bit… Or should I say drunk sexted cause since when have I ever held back on this blog? It was really fun and scandalous at first, but by the end of the weekend I was all set. Over it. No desire. In other words……
Glowing Green Juice.
My diet has become so incredibly important on this journey of self-love. I havent had dairy in about a week in a half or two weeks now? Its been amazing going vegan. My skin, guys my skin, its clearing up like crazy! All of my hormonal acne I could never get ride of is starting…
Improving.
I’ve been trying to make little changes in my life to improve my over all happiness and well-being. Having my cat Potato has really waken me up. I’ve cut diary out of my diet which has been a mix of easy and hard. My inner lazy fat kid is having a hard time but in…
I Confess.
I’m cheating my dick free diet. It’s something I’m embarrassed to share but I’ve been communicating with the tall man who freaked out and was horrifically mean to me because I left him at a bar we met at. I’ll name him “big foot” I need to make this confession though. It’s something I’ve been…
Wonderest Gowl. 